I’ve always had anxiety but this lockdown it has manifested and I’ve even had a few panic attacks. I know many people are in the same boat but I’m not sure how to handle this. The worst bit it’s not even about the virus it’s about the lockdown itself. We are a big family, 8 of us, all but one are at home, everyone is starting to get irritated and I’m in the middle. It’s always worked before as hardly anyone was ever at home together only once a month if that. We are a close family, very close but not close enough we need to spend every minute together. 8 people with very different personality’s. DP has never been out of work and now he’s really wearing me down mentally because he constantly in my face, we aren’t usually that kind of couple. We’ve been together 16 years and never lived in each other’s pocket. Everyone is starting to get fraustrating with each other. Every night I secretly wish they would all bugger off. Please tell me I’m not the only one feeling like this.