Hi all
I sadly lost my baby at 27 weeks 4 weeks ago
And I'm struggling so much with day to day life
I cant sleep, eating just makes me feel sick, I dont want to talk to anyway, I'm irritated with everything.
I've come off social media/stopped watching tv as I cant cope with seeing pregnancy/babies
I have other children who I do get up/care for etc so in no way they are being uncared for, I'm also lucky as because of what has happened the school has kindly allowed them back 3 days a week to help take pressure off me.
Sorry for the rambling , I just dont know how i am going to recover from this, its has really tramuatised me, I've started anti depressants, applied for help from healthly minds but I feel like I'm in such a dark place and pulling myself out of it seems impossible
I really dont know what I'm asking from this post just letting my thoughts out
Thank you for reading if you got this far ❤ x