Anxiety attacks suddenly came upon me when I was overworked and abusing food and alcohol to cope. The first time it happened, along with my heart pounding out of my chest, I was also hearing voices telling me to do terrifying, horrible things that I am truly not capable of. I think I had two more of those hallucinatory panic attacks, equally scary.
The voices went away but the panic attacks became more frequent, sometimes 3 or 4 times a day, waking me up at night. I would walk and try to breathe and speak calmly to myself until they dissipated. They could happen anywhere at any time. I eventually could no longer take underground transportation as they just provoked one attack after the other.
I told no one what was happening, so I applaud you for reaching out.
The attacks were so debilitating that I was missing work as I would have an attack on the way and just feel too scared to continue as they did make me feel like I would collapse and die.
I should have sought medical advice. But I was living in a country whose metal health care I did not trust. So I read about diet and how high blood sugar can lead to heart problems. I cut out everything but meat/fish, veg, nuts and limited fruit. Prioritised food fats. No sugar. Except I was addicted to alcohol, right? I would drink beer at night. A lot.
But the panic attacks diminished and my life was better until they came back again about 5 months later.
I got off alcohol (joined AA) and turned my life around. I had one brief panic attack after giving up the booze, but now have a normal life for the past 5.5 years.
Apologies for the very long post, but I want to share my experience as panic attacks were such a terrifying and miserable part of my daily life.
I just recently went to an art exhibition about epilepsy which included descriptions of how epileptics feel when an attack is imminent. It was the same as I felt before my panic attacks. And a light went off in my head: one treatment for epileptics is a ketogenic diet. It was developed specifically for epileptics.
So my instinct about changing diet was a good one. I still do best when limiting sugars and carbs and enjoying good fats. But even when I eat a lot of sugary crap and starches, I don't get attacks any more.
I really hope you find something that works for you.