a few weeks ago i had a breakdown ive always had mental health issues due to abuse in my childhood and a violence and rape when grown up. the last 8 years i have been fine no problems been on veneflaxine right as rain met the man of my dreams family live a bit a way but we see them when we can
on the sunday we were fine even tho my partner has health issues he drives works self employed so said it would be better for me to stay in we were quite happy then monday i woke up with upset tummy i am hopeless at being ill i spent all day panic attacks i hoped it went by morning but got worse and worse. GP gave me 2mg diazepam but it didnt do a thing. on the wed my partner took me to the mental health unit they upped my diazepam to 5mg and last year i dropped my veneflaxine but now they have put them back up to what they were.
yesterday spoke to crisis team and they said the veneflaxine should start to kick in now so reduce the diazepam so i am
what i want to know is it the diazepam that makes me stumble about like a drunk i fall over can hardly walk and sometimes my partner cant understand a word i say its like i am drunk
i have dropped half a diazepam but tried to dro the other half today so that leaves 5mg in morning and one for bedtime i went to the field for a walk today with partner and dogs and it was embarrasing having to keep being helped to walk or picked up