I think I'm depressed

[crazybutkind]

I know with everything that is going on in the world a lot of people are feeling low.

I am slowly getting to rock bottom.

I am 30 weeks pregnant, at home with a 2 year old. I spend the majority of my day crying if not crying just generally sad.

Today is a bad day. I didn't want to get up I didn't want to be awake I didn't want to hear the sound of my child playing I haven't thought about my unborn child, I usually feel for her kicks and movements and enjoy them but today I haven't given it a second thought.

I have gone past the low feeling and I have had enough.

I know there's a lot going on but you still matter. You are important too.
Call your mid wife or Gp practice, tell a friend you are struggling.
Do you have a partner? If you do try and open up.

I don't really know what else to say but keep posting, well done for admitting it's tough.

Probably and in the current situation,who could blame you. Someone to talk to would probably help, I'd do that before medication. Are you in a position to get some counselling or anything?