Can't do this anymore

[LtBenson]

I can't do this anymore. I had depression already, the tablets are making me anxious on top and now the schools are closing, I have to work from home and I don't know if my husband will have a job to return to after this.

Everything is too hard, it would just be easier if I wasn't here but no-one will let me go.
And I know it seems so selfish to be causing trouble when there are bigger things going on but I can't seem to get myself together.
I just feel broken and don't know how to fix myself.

Don't be hard on yourself those without mental illnesses are struggling mentally right now and that's probably ten times worse for those with mental illness.

What tablets are you on can you change if you don't like them always remember the earlier depression is treated the easier it is. Don't try and hang in there if your struggling ask for help now.

You're not causing trouble and I don't think you're selfish.

How have things been today?