A basic summary of the last 11 weeks.
I had a little boy who is drop dead gorgeous (biased I know!) and right from the first day I got insomnia. I didn't actually go to sleep for 9 days.. until the doctor finally put me on sleeping medication and still to this day I haven't slept without medication. Been on a variety of different ones. Most work so at least I'm getting some sleep so feel a million times better as you might imagine.
Anyway...
Fast forward a few weeks and I'm diagnosed with pnd. I was (I state was) really down to the point of suicidal. My anxiety was scarily high and my mood incredibly low. So I've been with a psychiatrist from the perinatal team ever since. He's brilliant. Honestly he's saved my life as has my other half and my family. This has been and IS the worst fight I've ever had in my life. I'd rather go ten rounds with Antony Joshua than fight this..
So my mood doesn't lift anyway near as much as my psychiatrist predicts.. so he asks me to have blood tests and change my anti depressants which I have done. I'm finally feeling a hell of a lot better, I'm not right but I'm better..
My question is.. my b12 levels aren't 155 - not even on the scale Apparantly and my vitamin d the same.
Anybody with low levels of them do they make a noticeable different to your mood? I'm clinging onto hope really that these may get me some sort of energy and enjoyment from life back because when I'm down it's a bloody scary place.
Apologies this is honestly the shortened version of the story. Thanks for reading xxx