I’ve been putting off getting help for a while now because I’m still night breastfeeding DD who is now 17 months old.
However I’ve now reached the point where I can’t take any more of this pain I’m going through every single day. I keep strong for my children and keep going so I can give them the happy and stable life they deserve, but if I don’t get help soon things are just going to get worse.
I know I’m in darker place than I was about 12 months ago because this time last year I wasn’t having thoughts of wanting to end my life but now the thought crosses my mind every day. I won’t do it, but it just feel like the only way I’ll be free from the emotional pain. Anxiety is unbearable most days.
So, what can I do? Can I get help from my GP in the way of medication when I’m breastfeeding? The last thing I want is to make DD poorly and I still enjoy breastfeeding. Also, what therapy do you think will help me?