I was diagnosed with post natal depression when my baby was 10 weeks old, I had it from the moment I gave birth but I felt completely ashamed of everything I was feeling because I went through the ringer during my pregnancy. My baby is nearly 8 months old and I still feel the same and I have a feeling like I am detached from my body and I'm not in control and I feel spaced out 😢 I am seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist for this and have been since I was pregnant and they haven’t really helped me at all 😠I don’t think they understand or care that I am hanging on by a thread despite me explaining it to them every week. I have tried many types of medication and I have had extremely bad reactions to every single one. Just wondering if anyone has any advice about this and if any mums are able to share their experience with the perinatal mental health team? TIA xxx