i'm having a breakdown I think. I've moved into a new house recently and I'm concerned that its going to fall down around me - we've spent all this money and I'm finding fault where there is none. Its like I'm waiting for something bad to happen all the time. Its exhausting. I've just turned 42 and I'm not sure if its related to peri/my age but I feel like I'm going mad with anxiety. It goes from worrying about my health to worrying about money/kids/my husband/crashing the car - the list goes on and on. I was sick at the weekend with a bug I picked up from the kids and since Monday I've been a wreck, crying and having palpitations and just thinking the worst things will happen in my life. I've been for CBT but can't get back to my counsellor as she's away. I'm sorely tempted to try medication but I had a bad experience previously with antidepressants. Anxiety has struck me in the past on and off but in the last six months its gotten out of control. Our lives are busy between work and kids but I'm really struggling to get a grip on things. Last night I slept about 3 hours and that isn't helping matters either. Today I'm taking magnesium to relax me, but its not really taking the edge off. Any help is appreciated....