I quit teaching as i basically couldn't cope with the pressure and also felt that i was shit at it.
Retraining to be a radiographer but whilst im good at the theory, i keep making mistakes on placement. I was pulled up for making one set of mistakes one week so i worked hard to try and improve and then got pulled up for the same set of mistakes the second week even though i thought i'd improved.
I just feel a bit crap and in every job ive had i feel like i have underperformed. I try my best, work hard and dress smart, try to be professional....but still underperform.
It is affecting my mental health as i do suffer from depression.
On my last placement i felt that i wasn't deemed very good...and yet i got 99% for one of my exams. So i knok w the stuff but why can i not put it into practice?