I'm feeling so low so often now. I over the past 18 months left my abusive husband, moved 3 hours away, gained family, been through a 14 month court case that had drained me financially and mentally, lost family. When I was mentally drained, my brother was there for me, would do alot for me, in terms of come see me, help with my car as my ex was a mechanic and I dont have a clue, help with putting shelfs up etc, and generally be there when I was down and just make it better, I found out he was sexually abusing my 5 year old child with global delay... he is in prison now for 5 years, not heard anything, the relationship severed. I dont know what to do, I'm not a good parent, I'm alone, I cant date cause no one is going near my child, what happens now? Is it just years of regret and loneliness? I'm in despair, my lifes over, I'll never forgive myself for what happened to my child and I'll never fall in love again cause I trusted my brother 100 percent and he did that. That's it now. I work from home so I dont meet people, I have no friends at all. I struggle to get up now