come and have a moan/rant/whinge with me
1st of August morning started off fine went for a scan thought great I'll get to see the grape hopefully theres only one then the bubble bursts, I'm 8 weeks grape is 6 come back in 8 very long sodding days. Go back sorry grape is still measuring 6 go home decide what to do, nature decides for me natural miscarriage I have had 2 children but nothing prepared me for that, knocked me sideways. Before we had it confirmed DP went on major bender couldn't handle it, I went mad big row just what I needed.
Phoned my mother for some support when I was at my lowest she was useless "maybe it's for the best 3 kids will be expensive" oh thats alright then. Support from family completely non existent. I think if one of my daughters was lying on a sofa unable to get up to feed her children I would want to be there to help her.
Anyway mc continues eventually have scan all gone.
It's my birthday only get 5 cards, mother, brother, Dad, close friends all forget or I get a phonecall the next day or a post on facebook.
and to cap it all off have a sodding cold and chest infection
so sod off crap August hello better September!