I suffer from PND and while most of the time I'm a fully functioning adult, when I've not slept I'm at my worst and really struggle. It's like I suddenly have no control over my emotions.
I didn't sleep well last night. Or the night before because DS keeps waking up and I'll bring him into my bed because he will literally cry and scream for 6 hours if I just left him to go back to sleep. He's stubborn, clingy, and quite frankly I'm not able to deal well with him like that when I've not slept.
This morning I've had both DS(2) and DD(4mo) up bright and early because I obviously have kids who hate me, and so I thought right, at least I'll try and make myself feel a bit more presentable and actually look as though I'm decent.
Nope. 5 mins later DS has wiped his porridge covered hands all over my only decent pair of leggings and I've had it. I'm so upset and frustrated and fed up of feeling like I'm a slob. I never seem to look as though I'm decently dressed anymore, or like I actually know how to take care of myself.
So PLEASE tell me there's others of you out there who feel the same?