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I don't know what's happened to me

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madparrotlady12 · 05/01/2020 13:37

Please I need help . I literally woke up a week ago looks a totally different person . I'm usually very happy go lucky . Love talking to everyone in work . Making people happy . Always wanting to do something and not be stuck in the house . Could easily manage on 3-4 hours sleep a night due to the nature of my job . But a week ago everything changed. I woke up and felt completely empty . It started New Year's Eve . Just felt really anxious and tearful . Then New Year's Day still felt the same but wanting to be on my own . I have felt like it ever since . I can't cope in work anymore time is dragging and I just want to walk out . People have commented after just 5 mins of seeing me saying am I ok I seek really quiet . My boyfriend seemed to struggle with my mood so I have put a brave face on and am trying my best to be ok . But I don't want him here . Iv come home early from work just so I can have a few hours to myself . When I know he's on his way home I feel really anxious . Then sit next to him all night just wishing the time away so I can go to bed . I'm sleeping about 14 hours a day . Then nodding off constantly throughout the day . I start work at 3 am and used to have no problem getting up now I'm forcing myself to get up and just cry in the car on the way to work . I just feel lost and empty . If it was possible I would up and leave everything and everyone and just go . I went to bed at ten last night and woke up at 10 this morning it took me over two hours to get the strength to get out of bed and now I'm just laying on the sofa no energy to do anything at all or see anyone . Has this happened to anyone else ? I'm 32 . Everything just feels so hard work and overwhelming even simple things like making dinner makes me want to cry because in my head it's just so hard work 😓. X

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OvenGlovesWillTearUsApart · 06/01/2020 18:03

Bloody hell, you are going through so much. Sorry for the loss of you gran.

Your boyfriend sounds rubbish. Why can’t he cook his own tea? Also, is he the father of your child?

You might be having a reaction to the antibiotics on top of everything else.

And. Is there any possibility you could be pregnant?

OvenGlovesWillTearUsApart · 06/01/2020 18:07

I mean your nan, not gran, I had forgotten what you called her.

madparrotlady12 · 07/01/2020 05:33

Hi 😊 both so last night I ordered 60 of them tablets you suggested from amazon . They are arriving today so hopefully they will work . Thankyou for suggesting them . Only so many antibiotics the doctors will give me . X

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madparrotlady12 · 07/01/2020 05:34

Il message back tidy as soon as I go on my break hope you all have a great day ❤️ x

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OvenGlovesWillTearUsApart · 07/01/2020 15:22

I hope you start to feel better soon.

Hidingtonothing · 07/01/2020 15:55

Hi OP just checking in Smile Hope work went ok and the d-mannose does the trick Flowers

madparrotlady12 · 07/01/2020 17:17

Hi both 😊 I am just getting in now didn't manage to stop for break today . Guess what ! I know this sounds odd but I'm feeling a lot better this afternoon . I was feeling really sad again this morning but apart from feeling tired I haven't been that sad This afternoon . I have had a few episodes but nothing like I have been . I think that I just needed to get back to working my usual long day to get back to a routine maybe ? Also maybe all this sleep hasn't done me any good . Think I have slept a months worth of sleep in a week 😂. I really hope I just continue to get better now . No more doom and gloom. Mind you I never listen to music in work but I have had my headphones in all day so I think that has helped me too . Look what's just been delivered . Good timing x

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madparrotlady12 · 07/01/2020 17:20

Can't believe how small the pack is ! 17 pound these were 😅 x

I don't know what's happened to me
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HannaYeah · 08/01/2020 03:53

Great news that you are feeling better today!

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