Intrusive

[NothingElse]

Intrusive thoughts constant. The need to end my life hurt myself. Why.
I'm ok until I'm not. It feels so fragile so futile it's not a question of if but when?
Suicide is much more prevalent in autistic women and god I understand why, it feels like there's no hope. And this isn't about autism being a tragedy, it isn't. It's the invisible barrier between me and everything, everyone and it's the constant struggle that isn't seen. Does anyone understand me?

@NothingElse Are you having counselling? Have you been to your G.P for help ?

I hope you are getting help and support from family and friends.

I’m thinking of you and although im of no use, I will give you a virtual hug and hand hold.

Just keep posting your thoughts and keep holding on, things will get better.💐