I suffer from depression/anxiety and had a pretty traumatic upbringing . My life had just been really hard, so many hurdles .I’m unemployed and feeling totally hopeless . I left my last job over 6 months ago due to the stress it caused . I am 30 this weekend and feel so unhappy and miserable . I’ve been applying and interviewing and have had no luck . Not even for temp work . I feel so ashamed I’m unemployed and no one understands what I went through at my last job. I’ve tried to remain positive and have done so much , but I feel I’ve ruined my life leaving that job .I am so ashamed, I’m so lonely and have nothing in my life .