Dont know what im asking for here. Just feeling kind of isolated, I have 2 children, both with special needs (not severe but enough to cause me a fair amount of stress). Apart from my dh, I feel I have no one to turn to. Lost my df a few years back, now my dm has a new bf.
She has always been quite selfish, but last few years it seems to have gotten worse, if I ever need her to help eg with watching the dc then she immediately finds an excuse why she cant, its not even as though im asking for the earth, just an hour so I can take one to the hospital, or go to work cos the other is ill.
Im so fed up, this seems to be a recurring feature in my life with my db's too, and work where my opinion is just not important.
My friends are all Sahm and they arrange things when i'm working, so I cant go, if we arrange to go out they will all get there together and I have to make my own way, for instance 'we' arranged to go out recently, there were plenty of days we could have gone, but it was a day I had to work a 10 hour shift, so ended up driving there straight after work, I was exhausted and basically spent the night watching them all drink as they had met up earlier.
Is it me? I dont feel like theres anyone who I could honestly turn to in a crisis, apart from my dh of course, who is great. I'm so jealous of people who seem to have a huge support network.