If it hadn't been the wall I would have tipped it over DS1. I am tired, I haven't slept properly for weeks. The noise outside and sometimes next door is relentless. my fibromyalgia has flared up big time over the past 2 months. The DSes are driving me nuts.
So far this morning DS1 has ripped up DS2's Dr Who comic - because he felt like it. He ripped up DS2s Doctor Who annual - because he felt like it. DS1 never sleeps past 6am, no matter what time he goes to bed, he invariably waken his brother. DS2 has retaliated by ripping up DS1s Match magazine, so DS1 hit him, cue lots of screaming and crying. DS2 then shut DS1 out the living room, DS1 had a tantrum of epic proportions. They won't stop bickering, nothing works, the PS2 has been taken away, the TV taken away fromt ehir room, DS1s wrestler toys are away, DS2s DR WHos toys and they still bicker and fight and hit each other, its never ending and I just lost it this morning they asked for juice, so I made them up a glass of squash each. DS1 had another tantrum (he's9 he should be past this)and said he didn't want it. I picked it up and really almost tipped it over him, but threw it across the kitchen instead.
There is nothing to do down here, no parks for them, nowhere for them to go. Like I said I'm tired and sore and beginning to feel really resentful to DH for bringing us down here. I never see anyone, I never go out during the day as there is nowhere to go.I can't get my childminding started - which I think is adding to the stress and threfore causing my fibrmyalgia to flare up again, I am stressed ove rna incident which has happened in our old MQ and we weren't there to sort it out so result is 2 sepperate bills for over £100, which DH wants to just pay to get out of the way, but I don't want to.
Ok I wanted to get this off my chest,