Hi, I hope I can get some help on here. I have been on 200mg of Sertraline for years, I suffer with terrible night sweats which I mentioned on here once before, so last year my GP told me to take 100mg for a week then the next week to just stop them all together. I hate to say it but over a few weeks I lost the plot getting more and more agitated and angry at even a missplaced sock, by rhe Sunday morn ing I was chopping up veg for the slow cooker and thought I could slit my wrists. So hubby took me to A&E and was given diazepam till I could see my GP. It's come to a point were sleeping on puppy pads and getting changed 3 or more times a night with the sweats has got me so tired and horrific headaches that I asked my GP to be taken off them again, they said to do ecaxctly the same over 2 weeks again but I was too terrified to try that so they me to a phyciatrist instead. She said we would do it really slowly so I came down to 175mg and she gave me 14 tablets of 2mg diazepam and told me to cut it in half and try not to take it if I can help it, well I did have to take them as I could feel myself changing and my hubby works away so I am at home with a teemage boy to love and look after. I had another appointment with her on Thursday just gone, she has given me a script for 14 more of the 2mg of diazepam but told me I'm only allowed 1mg per day. As I was leaving she said I will probably see you in the new year. Being quiet as I am and also poorly on the day I just took the prescroption and never said anything, how on earth are 14 tablets going to get me through till new years, she asked me to try some days without taking them and maybe half a one in between some days. Just the panic about not being able to cope is enough to tip me over the edge but she said we don't really like to give these out. Does anyone know what I can do and am I going to ruin chrisrmas for my poor family by being the screaming banshee I was last year, sorry it's so long but I don't know what to do, thanks in advance if anyone at all can help xx