Please do not judge me but I started some pills sertraline 6 months ago and I ran out ,couldn’t get more and so had to start again about 8 weeks ago and ever since that time I’ve been a wreck ,I’m petrified of everyone coming to the door or in the street ,I don’t trust them and I think they’re going to take my kids away ,This has happened before to me when my daughter was 8 months old she’s 3 now ,I’m so scared of everything I’m not depressed I’m just to paranoid and On edge ,I’ve rang the doctors 4 days in a row and there’s no space for me to go and talk about my meds ,The thing is it’s now effected my kids ,my son just turned one and I cannot bring him for his vaccinations without having a panic attack ,I don’t want to tell the doctor this because I don’t want them to think I’m a mad mother but maybe I am if I can’t look after my kids properly,I’m sick of living this way but can’t be honest because that makes everything worse