Bpd and excessive spending

[FabbyChix]

Has anyone managed to control
It. For me whatever is left I spend or I spend bills and payback next payday. I’ve yesterday living on weekly wage walked from job can’t pay nothng then spend 300 of it on coke. No income no one to help. I can’t live like this - I’ve had a miracle agajn and paid five weeks without work as my bpd went mental when they basically told me long term and ended before Xmas. This money totally makes me have spare I want to hide from myself. I need to save I nearly had no food at Xmas. I can’t live like that I spend 500 a week on coke which I have
Nearly lost my home over save a miracle. I want to help myself I’ve tried someone having my bank. I think I need to write down every penny I spent moce what I don’t I literally can’t think need that I think spend. Jesus nearly had nothng. What about hypnosis

Have you got any support from family or friends?
You need help with the coke addiction, are you in the UK? Can you go into rehab?
You need a lot of support, if your luck runs out , you may end up homeless.
Do you have someone close to you, that you can tell all of this to?

I hope you can get some help.

You need support, you can fight coke addiction but you need help.
Call these people and go along to a meeting, you would be welcome and there are people from all walks of life:

cocaineanonymous.org.uk/

I have ADHD not BPD. Get your bills to go out of your account on the day you get paid so that you no longer have access to the money. Tell your bank and bills companies about your diagnosis. Get daily text alerts, pay bills by standing order.