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Bpd and unstable at work

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FabbyChix · 18/11/2019 21:01

I’m high functioning. I have never bought bpd to work but past year things at work have emotional made me make myself look mental. I was I thought paid wrong I went mental told work not good enough how bad they were total ott I was wrong. Everyone see it. I can’t see sense I’m always right I’m
Rude aggressive on phone I don’t make sure I’m totally right. I hate it. I feel I need to not be around people as my bpd just sees stuff. Before it was only in personal life. I’ve sorted that and stable it’s like bpd need an outlet. I think if I didn’t feel I’d be ok would a mood stabiliser work. I don’t get any mental health suooort I’m not ill enough and I’m considered normal as I only have bpd and no other stuff. I’m just out of a seven year hell where bpd lied and kept me in an abusive hell telling me I couldn’t get out alone as it always wants you to need someone total lie I done it alone after begging the doctors and my kids to pay for help. I can’t risk being work seeing me being a total retard. Any advice

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fantasmasgoria1 · 18/11/2019 21:06

You really need to seek support from your gp. Otherwise work will become totally unsustainable. Mood stabilisers definitely help. Without them I would probably be in hospital.

FabbyChix · 18/11/2019 23:19

I used to be ok I’m 55 always worked I will get them I can’t be around people otherwise

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FabbyChix · 19/11/2019 00:30

I’ve askes my doc for them thanks

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