Am I depressed?

[isaidaflip]

How would I know? I feel sad almost all of the time, like I'm numb but I feel everything at the same time, I could break down in tears almost all of the time. Nothing ever feels right. I'm tired and angry. I have no motivation to do anything but am constantly dreaming of making things better. I'm not suicidal but I don't really want to exist anymore. When I think about my future I can't imagine anything. I don't know wether I'm depressed for real or wether I'm just down because I'm going through a really hard time in life right now. How would I even know? I don't want to end up on some pills for no reason

Im sorry to hear that your feeling like this. Nip to your GP and have an honest chat. Life is way to short to spend time feeling like this. We can all have off days but when days turn to weeks its time to address it. Some people dont like taking tablets but they are only tempory, maybe they will lift the fog and help you think clearer and start to look forward.