Hey I’m 23 and have 2 children 1 and a half and 5 months both 2 boys, I’ve suffered from depression since having my mum oldest but it wasn’t until after my second child I got professional help so I’m now under psychiatrist and I have a cpn and I’m also in anti depressants but recently I have been having sucidal thoughts they are there in my head and sometimes I will just be sitting and they will pop into my head I know it sounds so selfish of me and believe I already feel terrible but I just feel like I’m failing as a mother and i feel so down, i am going to speak to my psychiatrist about it but I’m just looking for a bit of advice to see weather she will send me into a mother and baby unit with my youngest I’m so scared but I know I have to speak to her because I need to get better for my kids. Thankyou