Hi all, having done some research online I also thought it would be best to get some fresh opinions as the online forums go back a fair few years..
I'm 22 and was diagnosed with social anxiety and moderate depression in 2017 (stems from childhood trauma and school bullying). In July of this year my partner ended our relationship after 4.5 years and it sent me into a dark spiral and after weeks of dark thoughts, non stop crying and no appetite, I decided to go to the doctor as I saw no way out and was prescribed 50mg sertraline (Zoloft).
Long story short, I've been on it since July, my partner and I worked everything out, obviously it hasn't magically cured my mental health that the issues stem from but I feel the best I have felt in years, my anxiety has virtually gone out the window and I rarely cry (considering I would cry a minimum of 5 times a day this is crazy for me).
However, I am fed up of feeling somewhat "numb". I don't feel sad or happy on the medication, I just don't really feel anything. I know this is a common issue. I have also put on over a stone in weight since starting them. I feel now after almost 5 months I want to wean myself off them.
As the dosage is only 50mg, and I haven't been on them any longer than 5 months, I was wondering if anyone else could share their experiences? All the online forums tend to be from people who have been on high doses for a number of years.
My plan is to cut my dosage down to 25mg a day for the next 3-4 weeks and see how I feel after that and maybe stop completely. Does this seem the right thing to do?
I'm not expecting zero side effects as it is a drug after all, but I want to go into the new year medication free and a fresh start, as cliche as it is.
Thanks in advance for any help x
PS please no one "ring your GP" it takes me over a month to get an appointment!! Thank you xx