really don't want to start moaning, i'll never stop!
I've had a bad couple of days, no particular reason really, just feel crap. back to uni next week and dreading it, will miss ds so much. It makes me cry just thinking about him at nursery all day. I actually sit with tears running down my face and feel like such an idiot. i don't want him to like the nursery nurses more than me. stupid but he wont be seeing me much during the day in term time
I don't know anyone at uni anymore and i know that noone will talk to me. i find it quite difficult to start conversations with people and i wont be able to go out drinking with them which is the easiest way to make friends.
was visiting my mum this week and tried to explain to her that i'm miserable but she wont listen, she says its my fault that i have no friends because i don't make enough effort to meet people. she might be right but its difficult to find things to do with ds
sorry to complain so much, i'm normally quite happy really.