Hi all, sorry for the negative post but I just need some advice 😔 I'm really struggling with my anxiety lately.... a lot has happened in the last year that has probably one of the main reasons why I'm in such a state but I can't help but worry I have cancer :( I have even typing the word it makes me feel horrible. My nan has just been told there's nothing they can do for her and basically now is a waiting game ( they haven't given us a time) she's healthy and ok so far and we're all supportive as a family unit. But I've over the months convinced myself I to am ill. I have a few symptoms and I'm a state I can't stop thinking about it I wake up in the night googling things.
I have young babies and I'm worried constantly about everything and I can't cope. I her blood test results back tomorrow as I've been to see a doctor about some of the things I'm feeling but I can't seem to open up to them about how I'm feeling. Typing it feels like a weight lifted but speaking to a doctor makes me feel stupid 😔 any advice or just a hand hold would be amazing x. Thankyou