yes i am........

[Titania]

and i have no idea why really......just feel like nothing will get any better, our families will always argue, and we will be stuck in this flat forver and i will never get round to having another baby...... Everything just seems to be a constant battle atm......

ive just lost the will to fight now TBH......i am starting to resign myself to the fact that things arent going to get any better......

great........just bloody great.......guess who HASNT got that other house that was coming up?!?!........ Just seen the woman whos got it now and she was very smug about it...like she was rubbing my nose in it..she has only been on the list a week FFS!!!!

sod it.......im cancelling the tea i was supposed to be doing for the family on sunday to celebrate dds birthday (on monday)....if they cant bloody well get on then they can stay away and we will celebrate on our own with dd......just the 5 of us

Titania, really sorry you are having such a hard time at the moment. FWIW I think you've done the right thing to cancel. You will all have a much more relaxed, enjoyable celebration without them.

Hi Titania, sorry I had to rush off earlier. Sorry you are feeling down at the moment. I think you did the right thing to cancel the tea, you don't need any extra stress on top of everything else.

Please don't give up though. Things will get better.

do you know why the other woman got the house?

Titania, I can't really say anything much to help but I can offer sympathy. I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad. Please don't give up, things can only get better. Thinking of you and hope you feel brighter soon.

Titania, same as TracyP. Dont have any advice, just to let you know how much I sympathise, and hope things get better for you. Dont give up, things have a way of working out eventually.

Hi Titania, sorry I didn't see this earlier so I could talk to you when you were on Mumsnet. How long have you been in your flat? With three children, don't you have some sort of priority? Is there a number you could ring and ask where you are on the housing list? I don't suppose this is helping much, but I find if I have something I can do, even if it doesn't get me anywhere in the long run, I feel better doing it.
This is going to sound really silly, but try to look at the positive things in your life now: you are getting on really well with dh, dd is having a birthday - that's a great thing to celebrate (and yes, without the in-laws would be better!). How is ds doing at school?
Don't despair. The worst times are often just before it gets much better.
BIG HUG from Lonelymum

well bugger damn drat and blast......DH said we shouldnt cancel the tea, so i stood here all sunday afternoon cooking...i didnt feel like it and we all had colds...i also made healthy fresh chicken and salad as MIL says she is on a diet........they didnt eat ANYTHING!!!! WHAT THE HELL WAS THE POINT OF ME DOING A BIRTHDAY TEA?!.....its all piled in my fridge now, waiting to be eaten.

grrrr

lonleymum......i have rung the council...we are next on the list....have been for 7 months now..but there always seems to be someone who gets housed before us.

i just want to go and hide under the duvet today.......