I'm seeing a counsellor in a few weeks, but in the meantime I need advice on what I can do. I seem to live my life right now going from one exciting event to another and the days inbetween I feel dead inside like I'm just waiting for the next big thing to happen. It was my MIL's birthday where I made the cake (I love cake decorating), now waiting for Halloween as I love it, and then SIL's birthday so I can make her cake, and then Christmas. I've had a lot happen recently, BLAW which is bringing up sad feelings of my stillborn son, got into a car collision where DH's car is being economically written off, lots of problems with our house and an Auntie who I see as my grandparent is close to dying from lung cancer. I feel like I'm coping by shutting down on the inbetween days and I can't do normal things like go out to playgroups, shops and parks. I'm just waiting for my next "fix" of good stuff to happen.
What can I do to try and get back to normal? I'm seeing a counsellor in a few weeks but I want to get back to some normality for my son as it's affecting him.. Thanks..