I literally cannot cops anymore! With anything! I'm a single mum to three DC. People are judging me because I'm struggling with keeping on top of the house while I'm making sure the kids are ok! I'm neglecting myself because I don't have time for myself. ExDP is nasty to me! He's manipulative, he says really nasty things to me, threatens to withhold money from me as in CM. I'm alone! My family is all newly torn apart with my parents divorcing, my mother is with my sisters ex! My brother has his own life with his GF and their new baby. My sister is living life with her DS, she gets to go out and meet new people...
I don't have time for anything! I hate myself! I hate my life! This wasn't the life I planned for, it's not the life I wanted! I feel alone, I keep crying! I don't turn to anyone out of fear that I'll be a burden.
I can't cope anymore, I can't be me anyone because I don't know who me is