Single parent to DS 4 whom is waking through the night, then wide awake at 530am, has been doing this since May when we were settled in our home. ExDP takes him every second weekend Friday late afternoon to Sunday late afternoon. He sleeps all through the night and until 7am for him which is really, really frustrating. A lot going on. Currently living with relatives as we are homeless awaiting an affordable rental, had to leave previous private rental due to rent increase and financial difficulty. Moved twice in the last 2.5 months, relationship with new DP is wobbly , love him but not sure I can live with him. I work PT whilst DS is at nursery. Work is busy and stressful. I was signed off 6 weeks ago for 2 weeks with anxiety and panic attacks. Having rest whilst DS was at nursery was very beneficial. I am also in the process of trying to change career , half way through police officer recruitment and have an interview in 4 weeks for which I have a huge amount of work to do. I really want this career, but I am afraid i will fail as i feel like I'm not coping. Im exhausted. Constantly worried about DS, am I giving him enough attention, doing enough activities etc. Im afraid to take anymore time off work as i may need a reference from my gp for new career, plus HR were horrible in my return to work interview and made me afraid of being absent. But i feel like im going to go insane . Am i going insane?