My life is poo at the moment! And I really need to Rant!
Hate my Job, applied for a new one and was "pipped to the post" Sick of one person in particular who seems to have more right than anyone even though he makes peoples lives hell!
Had a family member pass away recently and have another in intensive care! Plus really impressive piss poor family dynamics which are really dragging me down!
Can't find any childcare I'm happy with for DD (13months) and CM is going on Mat leave in 2 months!
My relationship with my DP is suffering because of it all and he's starting to feel crap too! Understandably!
Feel like of lost all my friends since I moved to a new town. Struggled to make a new life up here, esp as its a small town and i'm use to BIG cities!
Just can't cope much longer I keep crying for no reason,
On the plus side my baby weights finally dropping off, guess stress is good for something?!!?
I'm not ashamed to admit I get depressed and know I need to see GP (when I ever get the chance!)Everyone has a breaking point and I know I've reached mine AGAIN!
But I work in mental health services myself and know if I go off sick I'll be bitched about and made to feel like shit about it! Isn't that always the way!
Rant over!