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I feel so alone. I've not felt well since last Saturday. It started off with racing heart, took more effort to breathe, high temp, nightmares, headache and Couldn't pin point what it was. Then it started to hurt after finishing a wee so sent a sample into the doctors Monday. I felt ok for a day and then started to get symptoms back and last night was the worst and I felt really bad. My husband ( who left me) could see I wasn't well, he didn't offer to help with our 5 kids whilst I went to see a doctor ( I felt really poorly) and when I asked if he could help because I wasn't well he refused and said he was busy. I later find out he just wanted to spend time with his girlfriend. I have no one else, no reliable family
to come up in an emergency or when I'm not well so only really have him to help with his kids. I know now that In his eyes his new girlfriend must come first and of course should come before me and I just need to suck it up and accept it but it hurts that I'm left alone to deal with the kids when I'm not well and he can't even offer any help or support in this instance. I got my urine test results back today and turns out I do have an infection which explains why I felt like crap. Just feel so alone and wanted to let off steam I suppose 😢