Is there such a thing?
I've woke up this morning to a complete calm (which is good) but I've realised I've been in some sort of episode again. This happens regularly but haven't ever noted how regular, I jus know when I come out of it tat I've been in one.
I'm sick of getting brushed off with depression, I've told my last nhs psychiatrist it's not depression, I get depression sometimes as a result of this other stuff which I have no idea how to deal with.
One of my worst episodes I left my dp was convinced he was going to harm me, the kids, cut him off ect then literally woke up one day calm and normal again and thought what have I done!!
This most recent one I've spent this last week thinking I was hearing from God every day, loads of full ideas and thoughts about people coming from nowhere, I've told my pastor about this and now has to go back and say actually I think I might have a mental health problem.
I don't want to have to go back and wait for the nhs they don't bloody listen to me anyway. Is there such a service that I could speak to someone today while my mind is clear again?