Never done a thread before here it goes !
I don't know what to do anymore ðŸ˜
Been with my husband for 15 years and there's a few things but will only mention the big problem
After we had our miracle baby after trying for years with no luck things were good until my daughter turned 18 months old I fell pregnant again and he told me I don't want anymore kids yet I always said 2/4 from day one !
And I said I was against a termination but as soon as I mentioned it he kept pushing for it and he had no emotions towards me before and after the termination , it's the biggest regret in my life ! But felt I have to stay as I can't cope it afford to look after my daughter on my own , I even planned my own suicide and instructions for raising my daughter 😢
But then I fell pregnant 2 months later again (I don't need any negative comments please! )
and i told him you can forget it I'm keeping the baby it almost killed me the last time and for the first 5 months of the pregnancy he told me everyday multiple times in a single day that he didn't want any more kids I literally had to scream at him well it's too late now !
I haven't loved him the same way since and this was 5 n half years ago
there is other things too like his gaming addiction and refusing to see marriage councilling
I'm too scared to leave for my kids sake and the fact my family think he walks on water n can't do no wrong , they don't know what's gone on 😞