I constantly worry about everything my family career. Recently my husband had a big operation which was touch and go at times. It was hard to see the one you love go through so much. Now my daughters going in for Endoscopy Monday and my son in autistic. I have a lot going on and my days are always packed with appointments. When my husband was in hospital I turned to old photos for comfort. Only to realise in my daughters first year he's only in a bout 10 and I'm only in about 20 it has now played on my mind everyday what if something had happened would she remember him. I thought there were more photos of me but there's not I only have 7 of her and me in her first month and 4 in the second month. Nobody took photos unless I asked and now I feel sad I don't have them. Only everyone thinks I'm being silly. But I generally feel sad.