NC for this as I don’t what to post it under my other as I’m not ready to tell people yet.
I have a few medical condition one being a form of scoliosis if I mention the other I will be easily ided I had my spine fused years ago. I don’t have any close friends hate speaking to people publicly and can’t start a conversation. I just can’t open up to anyone last time I did it took me over two years to build up the confidence to let them in a little. I just can’t open up.
But recently my mood has been up and down I can be fine for hours and hours then something no idea what can flip my mood 180° and I feel like shit. I then need to have a stomp about hit something normally a wall or chair (I would never hit a person) then within seconds my mood is back to normal and I’m happy as I can be again.
I have tried to talk to my doctor my feel like I can’t. From what I’ve said does anyone have any ideas what it could be or how I can control it.
I can wake up and know it’s a bad day other times I’m fine. On the bad days no work gets done and I just want to hide away from all the idiots