I feel like I've truly hit the lowest I've ever felt in my life and I don't know how to get out of this dark place. Speaking to gps etc is just a waste of time, nothing changes. If it wasn't for my daughter needing me I can honestly say I would 100% have ended my life by now.
I don't have a lot of support if I'm honest, a few friends who I don't want to bother with my problems. My family doesn't really care and I don't see them often. I desperately want out of my relationship but I'm so scared of ruining our 'family unit' and having to worry about finding another place to live etc as-well as the thought of being a single parent.
I've put on a stone and feel vile in myself, my self esteem and confidence is at a all time low. Honestly I have to drag myself through each day and it takes everything I have, as I mentioned above if it wasn't for my daughter relying on me I'd of ended this a long time ago. Sorry I just needed to vent as I have no one to speak to and I'm feeling very low. :(