I’m on venlafaxine been in it for 6 yrs different doses.
Currently on 225mg since Nov
I really thought I was turning a corner the past couple months.
I’ve felt more enthusiasm to do things and go out, without that dreaded flat feeling of not interested
Even managing to go places on my own!!
The passed 3 days have been really hard, feeling very flat no enthusiasm
In fact I really can’t be arsed talking especially in the morning.
When I do to dp I will become argumentative in conversation And think to myself just shut up going on
About random shit. Like I’ve got a split personality ☹️ And get seem to be level and be happy(well not even that, I’d settle for no pent up anger)
I’m finding it hard to deal with, and now dread when morning comes
Because I feel I’ve got into a vicious circle of thoughts/feeling that I can’t get control back
I’ve suffered anxiety/depression for over 35 yrs on/off, you’d think I’d be an expert by now
But it freaks me out, how the flat,down feeling as massive impact
On the way I feel.
Anyone with a more positive way
How you deal with yours???