This is all going to sound ridiculous but I doubt every decision I ever make. Recently got new glasses and questioning if I've chosen the right ones. Think they're too big and accentuate my dark under eye circles. Then I've also had to upgrade and got an s9 plus and questioning whether it looks silly because it's so big. The point of this is, I'm always like this. I think it comes down to having absolutely zero self esteem, like maybe it's not the glasses for example but the fact that I just hate my face. They are just simple black ray bans but I almost feel like I didn't deserve to splash out on them and should have just got a cheap pair that maybe would have looked nicer. I'm always doubting everything, it seems absurd but I'm now obsessing about my phone and glasses and I'm acutely aware this is not normal. I just want to hide away from life and never have to make any decisions.