Who, what and why?

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I am feeling horrendously hopeless and can't even see very much past each day.

The question is, what is the cause of this?

This feels lonely and I feel like I need company to keep me sane, but at the same time have not said a word to a single person

Hi, I feel the same. Just so lonely. My life seems worthless and I've failed at everything. I'm trying to find a group to make friends on meetup but when it comes to going I make excuses to myself and stay in. I dont know what the cause of your loneliness is but you say you can't see past each day which sounds like a symptom of depression. Have you spoken to your GP? I have depression and medication but cant even bring myself to take it. I wish I had a lovely Grandma, Aunt, Mum to hug me and make me a cuppa and tell me stories and give me good advice. Hugs to you OP, you're not alone, maybe we should start a loneliness meet up group.