One thing i am very used to is working and battling for some semblance of normality.
I know and understand that no matter how much i fight the most i can accomplish is to have a job,a home and a family.But when this is a battle in itself it makes it so much harder.I have anxiety now i spent years settling in a town,medication,getting used to going out by myself.Just having a home in one place helped me stabilise and allow me to find a small job in the town.It meant i could enjoy life as i could go out by myself in the town i knew.But private rent crippled us financially.So the council gave us a home by miles from any were although i am thankful,it leaves me house bound.
They said we have to appeal and even with doctors notes its unlikely they will give us another place.Apparently mental health means nothing.They said o its fine get another job get another school for your child.I have already battled my mental health to get used to one area i had a panic attack the first time i tried to go by myself to the doctors.
My other half has to take time out of work to take our daughter to school which is cutting wages significantly.I cant change our doctors so they still have our old address.I dont know what letters we are missing from them.We have been stuck here for months waiting for a answer ,If we are stuck here for another few years i dont think i could take it.I cant start this all over again i have no friends i am very lucky to have my man but i have to keep smiling through all our hardship so he does not stumble over how hard this is.The one person that may have understood what i have gone through my sister killed herself i have no one but myself to rely on.
I just dont know what to do