Erm never done this before....i feel complety lost and broken. I have been dealing with severe depression for over 10 years (im 28). Iv been with my OH for 15 years hes mainly the issue he doesnt seem to get it i just think hes too young and naive, if im having a really bad day he will make it seem like its my fault i chose to be like this. I just feel dead inside theres no hope what so ever