I dont think I should type this here,I know you will all shoot me down in flames and I deserve it, but feeling so very low and tearful so here goes. I have changed my name as I am ashamed of what Iam doing, have no friends or relatives I can talk to and just think writing here might make things clearer for me. As the subject says its all my own fault.
Dh and I havent been getting on for ages now, but dont really talk about it, that just ends up with us blaming each other. I started a very infrequent affair with a married friend of the family 2years ago, and had a ds a year ago (not sure if he is dh or othermans), dh wants me to show i love him more, but he just irritates me, Iam really not sure I do love him anymore,I think other man is just using me for occasional sex when the opportunity arises although he says he loves me, he cant for ...sake hes a married man. I know I should finish with him. I feel much more in control and less stressed when dh is away on business and dont know if this means we should seperate and we might both be happy again.
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wtpwtp · 06/07/2007 23:46
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