Hi everyone. Just writing on here to see if I could get some positive reassurance, so please no horror stories. In October I was admitted to the mbu with severe depression. They put me on venlaflaxine and quitiapine. A few months on and I have seen some improvement but the last couple of days I have felt so anxious and had some suicidal thoughts. The psychiatrist wants to increase the venlaflaxine slowly. I've been naughty and used Dr Google so much and seen horror stories of people just not getting better and I'm scared I'll be one of those. I have twins after 3 rounds of IVF so I feel like I need to be in a decent place to deal with them. My relationship with them has improved and I'm enjoying them a lot more. My anxiety just is still getting the better of me. So I suppose I'm asking had anyone been in this situation and noticed an improvement with increasing their dose of venlaflaxine? Please just positive comments. Thank you x