Hi I'm just wondering has anyone else got this or am I just being dramatic. Ok so I am scared of the hospital. I'm scared of needles. I'm scared of anything to do with pain. (I'm also 35 weeks pregnant) I'm constantly worrying about everything. I worry about dieing I worry about something going wrong in labour I worry about something happening my baby. Even before I was pregnant This was happening to by the way! I look everything up on google. For example I had itchy feet last night and looked it up and it said diabetes now I'm petrified I have diabetes. If I have any sort of symptom I look it up. Even if it's a sore head. I am scared of medication. I won't take medication of a family member unless I can see the packet that it had came out of and read clearly what it is. I am scared of gas and air. Needles the lot! U name it and I'm petrified of it. This has been going on for years now. Im to scared to even tell anyone about it. Im to scared to go to a doctor incase they tell me something bad is wrong with me or something bad is going to happen. I don't no how I'm suppose to get through labour like this. I refuse to take any medication. How am I suppose to live like this.