Bit of history, suffered PND 20 years ago and spent two years on antidepressants, since then I’ve gone back on antidepressants 3/4 times when things have become too much. I’ve currently been off them for 6 years (my longest period)
I’ve had a very stressful 3/4 months (child in hospital, dh on long term sick and close family member diagnosed with cancer). I managed to get through this period and things started to go wrong shortly after everything settled down.
My problems started about a month ago when I was off with the flu. When I started to recover I started to experience internal vibrations/shaking, I wasn’t too concerned at first, but when they continued I went to the doctor who ran bloods, it came back Vitamin D deficiency (I was given a 7 weeks course) half way through the course now but the vibrations are still there. I went back to the doctors who said they won’t do anything else until my vitamin D levels are normal because they may or may not be causing these symptoms.
It started to cause me anxiety and that no doubt is making the feelings worse. I made the mistake of googling and panicked at what came up.😔 I know google is the devil when you search under these circumstances.
I’ve been anxious for the last few weeks and tried my best to self help, meditation, rescue remedy and increased exercise, but it’s not going away and it’s getting worse. I know if I go back to the doctors they will say it’s anxiety related, when I know I got anxious because of the vibrations.
Been on a nice 12 mile walk today, but since I’ve been back my anxiety is through the roof and I’m panicking like mad.
Feel better for typing it out.