So so exhausted by my anxiety. I just want everything to go away.
I recently finished a course of CBT and was feeling positive.
Then today, dd has had a fairly bad fall and all I keep doing is replaying it in my mind. She has a reasonably significant injury and I feel hideous. I just want to cry all the time. She’s so beautiful and I feel I’ve ruined her life.
I hate it. I’m already dreading going to bed because everything is so much worse at night.
I constantly read people’s stories of anxiety never really going away and it just becoming something you have to learn to live with and I can’t do that. I just can’t.