About 18 months ago I suddenly and out of the blue became very anxious. Was going through a stressful time at work and was exhausted (night shift worker). I started on propanalol and reduced my hours and started to feel better. I gradually came back off propranolol and felt like I went back to 'normal'
This weekend the crushing anxiety has come back with a vengeance, as far as I can tell, from nowhere. Not stressed, not tired. My anxiety seems to focus on dying/illness and in my case I'm always convinced I'm having a heart attack. And although I tell myself I'm not, the catastrophic thoughts won't go away.
Do you ever recover from anxiety? Is this just a blip? Should I be going back to the doctors and asking for beta blockers again? I'm just sad that I thought I had beaten it and yet here I am